In coming Source

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Hahaha…. source of income. In coming Source.

And that mirrored concept there is actually the whole meaning and point I thought of writing about here now. Only I was searching for the words of description, and played around with the title / headline…

I am feeling the shift. As “they” call it. Our DNA developing into 5 dimensional beings. So they claim. Me, I just keep an open mind. Universe is endless. Who am I to say some things are impossible? That would be rather a stupid claim to make. In my view.

I´m… working on alignment. Inner vibration, to match attraction of the things I want and need. So I spend a fair amount of time listening. To guided meditations, webinars, self hypnosis, spiritual tv series about… chakras and the pineal gland and kundalini and today I discovered Hemi-sync! ….. Jonathan Goldman´s sound healing video series, Hay House emails… It´s pouring in, and I am really loving it immensely. I love to learn. In between I feel I am being lazy, but. I´m not. So. All is good. I´m just enjoying taking new knowledge into my system.

Got headhunted for some translation of document from Danish into Norwegian. That was fun. I´m wondering what´s next. I´d like to invest in a hypnosis course in London with Marisa Peer. A lot of money, but that would be earnt back in short while. IF it makes me as confident and competent as I expect it will.

Had an a-ha-moment today, truely. I spent an hour on a great webinar, about how to make a succesful online business out of wrapping up and selling info about something I´m passionate about. At the end of the hour, there was an almost irresistable offer. My account is rather empty right now, though. So I decided I can´t buy right now.

As soon as I left that page, an other page appeared. A lady¨s newsletter, whome I can´t remember having signed up for. (I have a few of those, I accept free offers of guided meditations, f.ex. and forget all about it…) Well. She explained about hemi-sync, and she hosts workshops in her own home, 3-5 people. And I noticed how this pulled me in, a lot more temptingly than the online biz course did.

I realized that, although the online course no doubt is extremely useful, I have no doubts about that. I would still have to use the bought material and teach myself the contents by use of 19 hours´video training… Whilst going to the lady´s workshop… is a real life learning experience. And about going within, working with one´s own consciousness levels. (Theta waves; out of body, lucid dreaming etc). Whilst the online biz course is about how to reach out to others.

I noticed that going within, pulls me more than going outwards. Right now.

And then there is the writing. I write morning pages now. Used to earlier in life too. 3 pages each morning. Any words that come.

Today came this:

Oh. It´s written in Norwegian. Rhyming. I can´t be bothered translating that now, with rhythm and rhyme it takes a lot of time. But the essence was that my source of income, comes in from source, through writing. That I just have to sit still and listen. And I will find the money, or rather,  income will find me. That I just need to truely trust.

Scary. And comforting at the same time. What if I do manage to sit still and listen, and nothing comes through? I guess this is called fear of failure. And they say, people are even more afraid of success than failure.

I don´t know. I consider myself quite fearless actually. But interestingly enough these deeper layers I could work on at this hemisync workshop…. she talks about the afterlife as well. To do hemisync you need to accept you are more than your body. This has always been a matter of course to me. And then, follows that when I´m more than my body, I don´t die just because my body does. This too is easy for me to agree on.

Oh, how exciting….! It´s about sound, syncing the brain halves, bringing on expanded states of consciousness like deep meditation…

In come from Source. Received. Appreciated. Joyfully.

Shouldn´t this end with music? Yes it should, she replied to herself, smilingly.

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“The man with the scar”

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I was just at a lecture. For 2 and a half hours. With a very charismatic, warm hearted man. Called Peter Bang.

He spent 30 years of his life abusing drugs and alcohol. Grew up in violent home. Moved out after beating up his father at age 16. Was a big shot in the local night life, selling drugs, buying sportscar, speedboat and motorbike. Went to jail. Ended up on heroin to try to escape his inner emotional turmoil. Lost all his money and became homeless. Got the right to treatment in the end, after seeing his girlfriend and closest friends die around him.
Now been clean 5 years, and he helps reach out to young drug abusers whome “the system can´t get through to.”

A very moving and incredible lifestory. But. What impressed me about him was that he said: “Strength lies in the heart. I used to think it was about muscles, being good at fighting. But I was wrong. Being vulnerable, daring to stand by myself and show openly that I am a human being who makes mistakes, and who gets hurt… that is what strength is.”

He said he speaks from the heart in his work, building trust with patience and honesty, and that he can read people, whether their words fit with their eyes. He can feel it when people lie.

He said he always used to feel wrong, like he didn´t fit in, didn´t belong. And alcohol and drugs made him lose inhibitions, not be shy, made him feel on top of the world.

Loneliness.

“I couldn´t be inside myself”, he said. So many bad emotions, of guilt and shame. Self blame. In his childhood he was not allowed to show emotions, had to deal with them alone, in his room.

Escape. Numbness. Trying to avoid hurting. To avoid caring.

I learnt a lot today. Not least, how we need adult men to stand up and talk about what a real man is. That a real man cries, and that it is better to act from a peaceful heart than to act instantaneously on one´s thoughts and actions. That one has a choice, to remain positive, when attacked.

He has a page on Facebook where he shares his thoughts. “Manden med arret”. It´s called. I´m keeping an eye on this guy. Deeply inspiring. Very grateful.

 

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A-musing along

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Right. So. What´s this gonna be about? I feel this urge to write and here I am, digital notepad on my lap, asking it why I´m here…

Hahaha…

Let me just start out with one of my favourite songs, then:

 

I´d love to hear him in concert some time…

Here´s a poet I´ll lend an ear to anytime… :

Here´s one of his pieces, now we´re at it:

Haha, hadn´t heard that one before. Magical. He´s a productive man. Love it.

I saw this film of Krisna Das the other day…. him telling his own story. I always loved autobiographies. Let me see if there is a piece by him to be found on youtube.

Sources of inspiration…. In spiré… Breathing in Spirit…

I have so many muses. As I wrote decades ago;
I wanna live my life
Enthused, amazed and amused…

I just discovered Alan Walker. He´s (?) from Bergen!(My home town in Norway). And a global star already, if I understood that correctly. His (?) videos actually move me to tears…
Check this out:

One more:

Love his (?) lyrics. There´s a ghost inside me, and it belongs to the other side…

I´ll end this post here. Fair and square. So there. Take care! 🙂

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Pre Dawn

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I wrote this piece early this morning, directly as a facebook status. Woke up 04:44, wide awake, wanting to write. I may edit a bit more later. Not sure whether the title is final either. But. Probably is.
It´s got a peculiar rhtythm to it. I will play with voicing it, record it and find the right rhythmic flow for it.
Here u go, written version round one:

 

Pre Dawn 

When I wake from a dream with a happy urge to write.
To join in the silence to hear the inner light.
Whispers of quiet, foggy measures slowly turning into sight.
These are moments when I more than most feel vividly alive.

Words they carry meanings to and fro.
Clumsily yet quietly efficient also.
Between our heads, and at its best, between our hearts.
Passion is the fashion, open truely to your beat to find a start.

Humourous interventions are a must.
Digestion is such ease when dish induces appetite or lust.
Why so serious these few short years you’re here?
Replace the fear with care and have a good time with

the ones who dare.

Laugh and play, make jokes, and sing and dance!
Feel- good-factors that give u the perfect chance,
to be uplifted, elevated, glad.
Expressing oneself freely, makes a lot of stuff seem not so bad.

Sensitive to depth and width of sensory impressions,
vulnerable is strength, becomes the underwhelming lesson.
Protect oneself, withdraw and charge again,
refuse to live like told by shallow, hasting, angry little men.

Bottomline is coming up here now:
Please do move the focus in your life from what to how.
The way u do the things u do, the way you are.
Is what shines your dust, my darling being, be aware that u are made from star.

So rest, relax, enjoy and visualize.
Allow your belly laugh and sobbing cries.
Grab life with both your hands and hold on tight.
Reflection gives correction, on you flow, ever so feather light.

Lkh 6/2-18

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