Hahaha…. source of income. In coming Source.
And that mirrored concept there is actually the whole meaning and point I thought of writing about here now. Only I was searching for the words of description, and played around with the title / headline…
I am feeling the shift. As “they” call it. Our DNA developing into 5 dimensional beings. So they claim. Me, I just keep an open mind. Universe is endless. Who am I to say some things are impossible? That would be rather a stupid claim to make. In my view.
I´m… working on alignment. Inner vibration, to match attraction of the things I want and need. So I spend a fair amount of time listening. To guided meditations, webinars, self hypnosis, spiritual tv series about… chakras and the pineal gland and kundalini and today I discovered Hemi-sync! ….. Jonathan Goldman´s sound healing video series, Hay House emails… It´s pouring in, and I am really loving it immensely. I love to learn. In between I feel I am being lazy, but. I´m not. So. All is good. I´m just enjoying taking new knowledge into my system.
Got headhunted for some translation of document from Danish into Norwegian. That was fun. I´m wondering what´s next. I´d like to invest in a hypnosis course in London with Marisa Peer. A lot of money, but that would be earnt back in short while. IF it makes me as confident and competent as I expect it will.
Had an a-ha-moment today, truely. I spent an hour on a great webinar, about how to make a succesful online business out of wrapping up and selling info about something I´m passionate about. At the end of the hour, there was an almost irresistable offer. My account is rather empty right now, though. So I decided I can´t buy right now.
As soon as I left that page, an other page appeared. A lady¨s newsletter, whome I can´t remember having signed up for. (I have a few of those, I accept free offers of guided meditations, f.ex. and forget all about it…) Well. She explained about hemi-sync, and she hosts workshops in her own home, 3-5 people. And I noticed how this pulled me in, a lot more temptingly than the online biz course did.
I realized that, although the online course no doubt is extremely useful, I have no doubts about that. I would still have to use the bought material and teach myself the contents by use of 19 hours´video training… Whilst going to the lady´s workshop… is a real life learning experience. And about going within, working with one´s own consciousness levels. (Theta waves; out of body, lucid dreaming etc). Whilst the online biz course is about how to reach out to others.
I noticed that going within, pulls me more than going outwards. Right now.
And then there is the writing. I write morning pages now. Used to earlier in life too. 3 pages each morning. Any words that come.
Today came this:
Oh. It´s written in Norwegian. Rhyming. I can´t be bothered translating that now, with rhythm and rhyme it takes a lot of time. But the essence was that my source of income, comes in from source, through writing. That I just have to sit still and listen. And I will find the money, or rather, income will find me. That I just need to truely trust.
Scary. And comforting at the same time. What if I do manage to sit still and listen, and nothing comes through? I guess this is called fear of failure. And they say, people are even more afraid of success than failure.
I don´t know. I consider myself quite fearless actually. But interestingly enough these deeper layers I could work on at this hemisync workshop…. she talks about the afterlife as well. To do hemisync you need to accept you are more than your body. This has always been a matter of course to me. And then, follows that when I´m more than my body, I don´t die just because my body does. This too is easy for me to agree on.
Oh, how exciting….! It´s about sound, syncing the brain halves, bringing on expanded states of consciousness like deep meditation…
In come from Source. Received. Appreciated. Joyfully.
Shouldn´t this end with music? Yes it should, she replied to herself, smilingly.